Saturday, June 6, 2020
Phyllis was a very troubled unloving soul who never dealt with her emotions held resentments unforgiving and that was a shame.
I wish I was never released from that woman's body for reasons known to me now.
Never hugs never encouragement never i love you she was everything and mother wasn't.
She left this earth alone without anyone from her family beside her she never acknowledged her grand children or grand daughter she never experienced what love was because she had no love in her heart.
I feel very sad knowing now she left here without love for me or my daughter and her grandchildren which is a shame we all have our issues.
I take responsibility for all of my past but to be held over my head without forgiveness with intent to try and hurt me with material things shows how low she really was her God was her money and that was only thing she felt could keep her happy.
because inside she was a miserable lousy scorn women.
I thank God that I had a side of my real family that knew what love was and who God is and loved me when I didn't love myself in closing i have to understand that people are human and they do what they know when they hurt sometimes they want others to hurt like them which is a sin.
I pray she is in a better place close to God because when she was here on earth she had no clue of the presence of God who loves unconditionally.
